Its hard to believe...Just thinking of my wife being in the hospital waiting to have him and me down the hall visiting with family for a minute...someone comes into the waiting area and tells me I need to get to the room because something is wrong, the umbilical cord is around his neck they think.. something about him not breathing..I remember just how quickly I became an emotional mess and by the time I got to the room, I had stopped so that I would not make a bad situation worse with my wife...I walk in the room and my wife is looking at me telling me everything is ok...I have never been so up then down then up again in my life...
Anyway, my son is a lot like me..looks like me(minus the hair), thinks like me, and has a lot of my characteristics of that age..very intense, struggles controlling emotions, has to win at everything...
But I think he has a closer relationship to God than I do...A few weeks leading up to the car accident, he had told me and my wife that the car was going to get hit from behind...and during the time between jobs, he woke me up about 3am to tell me "Don't worry daddy, God takes care of us." and then he just walked back to his room and went to bed...
Anyway, He wanted to go fishing for his 4th birthday and this is what he caught about an hour and a half ago on his lightning mcqueen pole..