Here's the run down on what I am thinking:
I really love my job, but its fairly temporary. I do NOT want to work in a bar forever. I dislike school, for some reason. Even when I pay for it, I cant seem to find motivation to even CARE about doing well. I fail at so many things, even when I try, that trying just seems like wasted effort. For awhile, my boyfriend was the only thing keeping my life in any sort of order, I was happy and I felt like I was going somewhere. Now things between us are not well, and its given me much opportunity to sit and think about my life.
And I have come to the conclusion that if I cant get my sh*t in gear by this summer and figure out what I am doing with class and a career, I am going to sign up. It seems like if I cant find out what I am doing with myself, cant find any discipline to do anything, and cant get a decent paycheck, then the military can help me with that.
I was talking to my friend about it. Her fiancee is joining the airforce. We were just talking about what we know about the different branches, etc etc. She mentioned she thought that the army had a sort of buddy system. I have no idea.
What I am trying to find out is, Ive talked to recruiters before, and they tell me good things. Id really like some honest opinions, advice, information, what-have-you. TIA.