Prayers needed for Crucifax Autumn

[olevetonahill]

Just got a call Erica his wife Passed away this morning at 5:30, 2 kids 4 an 14 years old, she was 36.
Pray for em all ok?

[Boomer_Sooner_sax]

In, prayers to them for sure!

[GKeeper316]

sending good vibes his way...

sorry for your loss, cruc. i hope you and yours can find a way to enjoy the holidays.

[soonerchk]

OMG, are you kidding me?

Holy crap, he's got them for sure. So very very sorry to hear this.

[yermom]

damn

sorry bro :(

[btk108]

WOW, vet..were they still visiting family?

[RUSH LIMBAUGH is my clone!]

In, prayers to them for sure!Holy Cow, CA. Prayers you bet, for all of your family.

[Collier11]

RIP Erika

[Lott's Bandana]

Damn Cru...prayers buddy.

[SoonerJack]

this is terrible news. Praying for the family now.

[waynepayne]

Just got a call Erica his wife Passed away this morning at 5:30, 2 kids 4 an 14 years old, she was 36.
Pray for em all ok?

I know I am new and dont know this posting community very well but that is a terrible terrible thing to happen to any family. My prayers are with them...

[Wishboned]

That is just horrible.

My thoughts and prayers are with CA and his family.

[btk108]

would one of you Mods sticky this please?

[Soonerus]

My thoughts and prayers are with him and his family...

[OUthunder]

Thoughts and prayers his way. Dang she was so young!

[ouwasp]

Terrible. I can't imagine life w/o my wife. Praying the Lord will provide grace and comfort.

[btk108]

God works in wondrous ways.....they were visting her family. Instead of being miles away from everyone, Crux and the kids are now surrounded by a loving family and all of her friends.

[reflector]

My thoughts and prayers are with them.

[Partial Qualifier]

Oh crap, that's terrible. what happened?

[soonerbub]

So sorry for your loss Crucifax--prayers sent

[SanJoaquinSooner]

My sincerest condolences for your loss, my fellow Sooner.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks everyone. We still don't know exactly what the cause was and due to the holiday and out of state legalities won't have a definite answer until next week sometime.

She just quit breathing in her sleep beside me, I heard it, woke up, checked on her, and she was really already gone, though we and the emts did everything we could.

I'll try to keep everyone updated.

Don't pray for me, pray for our kids.

[sooner59]

You got bro. You know we are always here for you. She was really a great person. We will all miss her.

[birddog]

dang, CA. :( . really sad to see this.

[booomer]

Thanks everyone. We still don't know exactly what the cause was and due to the holiday and out of state legalities won't have a definite answer until next week sometime.

She just quit breathing in her sleep beside me, I heard it, woke up, checked on her, and she was really already gone, though we and the emts did everything we could.

I'll try to keep everyone updated.

Don't pray for me, pray for our kids.


So very sorry to hear this.....prayers for ALL of you!

[oumartin]

I am very sorry for your loss. That is just aweful. Prayers to you and those children.

[Scott D]

sorry to hear this my friend. prayers for your children and you as well.

[olevetonahill]

If any one wants to donate a few bucks to help Cru defray some of the expenses that he was in no way prepared for
Heres My Pay Pal info
I will make sure him and his kids get it

[email protected]

[proud gonzo]

in. sorry to hear about this :(

[swardboy]

Just got home and saw this....Stunned.

Praying for all the family.

[3rdgensooner]

My sincere condolences and prayers for those who loved her.

[soonerboy_odanorth]

CA, prayers for you and your family. I'm very sorry for your loss.

[stoops the eternal pimp]

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[Harry Beanbag]

Wow. Condolences, man.

[colleyvillesooner]

If any one wants to donate a few bucks to help Cru defray some of the expenses that he was in no way prepared for
Heres My Pay Pal info
I will make sure him and his kids get it

[email protected]


Done.

Prayers sent. So sad.

[texaspokieokie]

Very Sorry, CA !!!!

[Breadburner]

Prayers for your children........

[Boomer.....]

Very sorry to hear about this. Words cannot describe the pain you and your family are going through. Prayers sent to you, your kids, and your family.

:(

[GrapevineSooner]

Prayers for your kids, Crucifix.

I can't even begin to imagine how hard this is on them.

[GottaHavePride]

Holy crap.

In. Very much in.

[SCOUT]

Wow, I can't even begin to think of something to say.

We will definitely be praying for you and your kids

[A Sooner in Texas]

Cru, lots of love and lots of prayers sent to you and your children from all of us here, and we'll keep sending it as long as you need.

[royalfan5]

My condolences.

[Penguin]

I have no idea what to say.


I'm praying for you and your family.

[tulsaoilerfan]

Wow just saw this; no words can ease the family's pain

[MR2-Sooner86]

I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner and say something. I'm so sorry to hear. I really don't know what to say but my thoughts are with you and your children. So sorry...

[achiro]

Prayers for you and your kids! :(

[boomersooner28]

Oh CA, prayers for the family, especially the kids. Im so sorry for your loss.




:(

[SCOUT]

Your inbox is understandably filled, so I will post it here. I know it may seem like there is little that some random person from Dallas can do, but you never know. If there is ANYTHING you even remotely think I can help with, please let me know. I will literally do anything I can to help.

[SicEmBaylor]

She was a wonderful woman. I got to know her a bit through the Posse, and she was always a joy. Cru is simply a great guy and one of the best posters around here. My thoughts are with he and his children as they deal with this...

[ChickSoonerFan]

So very sorry. :( I can't imagine what you and your children are going through. Prayers and good thoughts being sent your way.

[Blue]

Oh man. So sorry Crux. In.

[Frozen Sooner]

I'm very sorry for your loss.

[VeeJay]

Lots of love and support to you, Crux. And to your children.

[olevetonahill]

If any one wants to donate a few bucks to help Cru defray some of the expenses that he was in no way prepared for
Heres My Pay Pal info
I will make sure him and his kids get it

[email protected]


Done.

Prayers sent. So sad.

Thanks Ben , Ive been friends with him and his wife a long time,
I will get it to Him as fast as i can .

[OklaPony]

Prayers for you and yours, Cru.

[stoopified]

Prayers from the Moses family.May God give you strength.

[Fraggle145]

Sorry. :(

[soonersweetie]

So very sorry to hear this. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your kids.

:(

[landrun]

So tragic! I'm praying for your family. :(

[Howzit]

Sorry, I just saw this. Absolutely tragic, I'm very sorry Crucifix.

Thoughts are with you and your kids.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thank every one of you so much for your kind words. They have meant more to me than you can know.

For anyone who had attempted to PM me the last few daysm, I cleaned out my messages so you can reach me now.

[soonerbrat]

I am so sorry, sweetie. Love and hugs and prayers for you and your family

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks.

Let me say I hope everyone out there has all their final wishes recorded legally. And that's not just for old people: My wife was only 36.

[soonerbrat]

PEEM for you. i'm serious about all that.

[OUthunder]

Crucifax, I'm sorry for your loss. I know this is a tough question to answer right now but had she ever been diagnosed with sleep apnea? I have it myself and it is a silent killer. I can't believe how it has messed with my health over the last year or so.

Keep us posted and my thoughts and prayers are with you.

[TUSooner]

How unbearably sad. Sympathy offered; Prayers made; It's not enough.

[BillyBall]

I just saw this, **** man I'm so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.

[olevetonahill]

Just a quick Tally to let Yall know we have raised over 300 so far.
I talked to David for a long while last night. we Laughed we cried, we talked Football, I talked to Zac his 4 year old, he wanted me to come over;) .
Let me know if ya need the PayPal thingy again.

Still no word on any date of a memorial service . The ME has to do their thing .

[badger]

I'm so sorry to hear this Autumn. Your family is in my prayers :(

[Sooner_Bob]

So sorry for your loss CA. Nothing I can say can help, but please know you've got tons of us thinking about you and your kids.

[saucysoonergal]

I am so sorry for your loss. You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers.

[Crucifax Autumn]

The ME's preliminary finding is heart disease as her heart was weighed 710 grams when it normally would weigh about 400. He has to see the tox screens and all that before he makes it final.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Crucifax, I'm sorry for your loss. I know this is a tough question to answer right now but had she ever been diagnosed with sleep apnea? I have it myself and it is a silent killer. I can't believe how it has messed with my health over the last year or so.

Keep us posted and my thoughts and prayers are with you.

They never called it that specifically as she didn't quite qualify "medically" but they did suggest such treatment and we originally suspected that as the cause. After what the ME said I'm not sure.

[Ardmore_Sooner]

My condolences CA. I just had a good cry with my wife to be after reading this. Stay strong and we will continue to pray for those kids. :(

[soonerinkaty]

I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm praying for you and your kids.

[soonerboomer93]

Sorry for your loss

[Whet]

Sorry to hear.

[Chuck Bao]

I just read this terrible news a few days ago. I have been at a loss for words to say how sorry I am. My heart goes out to you, Cru, and your children. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thank you all so much...I can't even find the right words to express my gratitude to you all. Thanks to the donations from here and a few other areas we have nearly enough gathered to pay for everything related to the "business end of things" and can start worrying about our regular expenses and so on.

I'm just happy to have my fellow Sooners showing the class and compassion that makes both the school and the state the absolute best humanity has to offer. That alone shows me that despite such earth shattering tragedy and change, there are some things that remain constant and that comforts me greatly in such tough times.

Thank you so much for all you have done and all you have offered.

Love and peace to you all.

[Collier11]

good things happen to good people, you deserve any help you get for the way that you and Erika were always so good to others

[yankee]

Prayers for you and your kids, Cru.

[Crucifax Autumn]

good things happen to good people, you deserve any help you get for the way that you and Erika were always so good to others

Thanks. Really though, it was her that was so kind. I'm just an a-hole myself who was fortunate enough to have a wonderful wife and great kids.

[SactoSooner]

Sending lots of warm n' loving prayers to you and your precious kiddos.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Update: In Vegas now to pack up the apartment and move everything to Utah. I have to get it all done Monday and leave Tuesday. Also have to cram in all the personal visits and goodbyes to friends here sometime in that span of time.

[SteelClip49]

Hey Crux...through the green and red speks, I feel like I know you enough through the 4+ years I have been on this board. I know I never met you but the many posts by you and just reading a lot of what you post....I feel like I do know you more and what happened to your wife really hits home. No matter the time of year it's a sad loss but with Christmas knocking on the door it really really hits hard.

You have my infinite prayers as I am dealing with personal loss myself. You, your wife and your kids have my extended, infinite prayers and good luck through this time.

[OU-HSV]

Update: In Vegas now to pack up the apartment and move everything to Utah. I have to get it all done Monday and leave Tuesday. Also have to cram in all the personal visits and goodbyes to friends here sometime in that span of time.
Please forgive me, I just saw this thread tonight.
PM sent.

[olevetonahill]

An Update on the Fund
I sent Cru 400 bucks the other day
Money came in from 5 bucks to 50 and it was great.
Another 50 came in the other day. Im still waiting on a check that was mailed last week and I will get that amount on to him
Thank you all very much .:cool:

[Sooner98]

So sorry to hear, Cru. Prayers for you and your family.

[NormanPride]

God bless... Stay strong, friend. Your kids need you now more than ever. We will always be here to help prop you up if you need us, so don't hesitate to ask.

[BigBoomerInBigD]

I just saw this...CA, I'm so sorry for your loss.

[ouduckhunter]

I am so sorry to hear this, and my heart goes out to you on your loss. Bless all of you during this sad time.

[olevetonahill]

An Update on the Fund
I sent Cru 400 bucks the other day
Money came in from 5 bucks to 50 and it was great.
Another 50 came in the other day. Im still waiting on a check that was mailed last week and I will get that amount on to him
Thank you all very much .:cool:

Ok the Check came in the mail today. so Im Paypal in him the rest
so far we have gathered 500 bucks for him and his kids
Thanks alot again peeps Yall are the bestest ;)

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks guys. that goes a long way in a time like this and covers a good part of the cremation costs or what we spent moving.

[nmsoonergirl]

I'm so sorry. Prayers to you all.

[OUHOMER]

WOW, i guess i have not paid attention and havent been around much, Just saw this. Cru I am a very sorry for your loss, I dont know what to say.

But you and kids will be in my prayers.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Memorial service today. Pretty much sucked all around, but nice enough I guess.

Now I have to move on with the real life stuff like getting a job here and providing for and emotionally supporting the kids. First step is figuring out how to get them a better Christmas than what the charity Santa stuff provides, though that is great too.

Once I get to work though, I'll be able to give the kids a great home since rent here is extremely low for what you get compared to other places I've been. Should be able to get a 3-4 bedroom house with a basement on even a low estimate of what I have coming in. So once I've saved enough for deposits and furniture and shat I'll be doing WAY better here. Sucks I had to lose my soul mate to find this out.

[King Crimson]

Cru, best to ya my friend.

[olevetonahill]

Im a Take this tome to say again still taking donations for Him, WE have Sent him 500 even so far :cool:
I think theres a couple more out there
Thanks again Peeps.

PayPal info

[email protected]

[sooner59]

Hang in there bro. It will get easier with time.

Oh and I will chip in mid January when I get some money.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Hopefully by then I'll be working and have the kids SS coming in. I just want to give them the best possible since they have to go through this.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Once again...Thank you all for helping us through this unexpectedly expensive time.

[olevetonahill]

Should I publicly thank those who have helped, name?
Im almost positive that I have in Emails.

Those who have want to peem me and let me know.

Thanks again for Cru and His kids.
Cru Im hoping you and The Kids can have as good a Christmas as possible under the circumstances.

[Crucifax Autumn]

It's looking better every day despite the sadness.

[Boomer.....]

As hard as it is and will be, just try to keep your head up. The kids will look to you for support and you have to be strong for them.

I will continue to pray for you.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Please do. I'll need all the help I can get with these guys.

[2121Sooner]

Dont know him, will never know him, but to lose the love of your life and your kids lose their mother is a sad thing.


Prayers out to him and his family in this truly blessed time of year.

[NormanPride]

Still thinking of you, Cru. Don't be a stranger, okay?

[Crucifax Autumn]

I'm slowly working my way back into the day to day.

[StoopTroup]

I'm slowly working my way back into the day to day.

Good to hear from you Bro. The Wife and I were wondering how it was going. Sound positive. Stay on track. Erica has your Back. She's getting to be her old self again and is stronger now than she's been in a long time. Her memory will keep you guys headed in the right direction. Still praying for you and the kids as you get your new place together. Hang in there.

[olevetonahill]

Bro, Im hoping Christmas was as good as possible for Yall
Know Im still thinkin and prayin fer Yall

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks guys. It's nice to have friends who care.

The kids had a decent Christmas thanks to donations and the local Santa charity, so there's that at least.

First job interview I had lined up fell through thanks to weird rules imposed by the hardcore Mormon owners, but in reality that's probably best since I'd have had a rather long commute for a guy who doesn't drive due to seizures and I prefer to be closer to the kids while working and not waste tons of our "quality time" on the road.

Looks like it may take extra time for the kids to start getting their survivor benefits due to conflicts with my wife's long-pending disability claim, but everything is filed so they will receive back pay when it goes through.

In the meantime anyone who still wants to help out a bit can either keep sending through Paypal to olevet or Paypal it directly to the Memorial fund some of my wife's friends set up at [email protected]

Any and all help and well-wishes are still much appreciated as we are currently putting a bit of pressure on my mother and father in law who are already behind on their mortgage and struggling to hang on to their home while helping me and the 2 kids. That alone wouldn't be so bad, but my wife's sister has a rare form of cancer and is also out of work while she goes through chemo.

Yeah...This whole family is having some high stress times right now and even with a death and a cancer patient there's just not that much funding available right now through the regular charities and agencies.

As for those of you who have given and helped so much, all I can do is smile proudly about all the kind people in and connected to "God's Country" and salute you all with a hearty Boomer Sooner!

[olevetonahill]

Dave, Im just glad we could help in a small way

Some of the Posters here have been very generous.
Ill be able to kick in a lil more in a few days , You know My situation to.

Keep yer chin up bro, Things Will get better

[Crucifax Autumn]

You've done more than enough for us. I just wanted to let everyone know that there is a new Paypal specifically for this so it doesn't have to go through my Mother in law's account. So anything new that comes to you can go to that one too since it's linked with my own bank account.

It gets a bit better every day, but obviously after only a month the wounds open back up pretty easily for us all.

[olevetonahill]

Good to Know bro .

If ya need to talk feel free to call anytime. I hesitate to call cause I never know if its a good time or not .

[Crucifax Autumn]

With me and my 2 kids plus grandma and grandpa and my sister in law leaving her 3 kids here all the time for doctor visits and chemotherapy, there is no perfect time! lol

[Frozen Sooner]

Dude, I'd donate some cash, but I have no income myself. Sorry.

[Crucifax Autumn]

No need to apologize at all. These are tough times all around, especially for a student such as yourself. Your kind words and thoughts are all I ask of anyone. Those who are able to do more have done so and I love you all.

[Crucifax Autumn]

The kids had a decent enough Christmas:

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[olevetonahill]

Glad for it Bro
Did ya get that 30 bucks, It just came in the mail the other day

[Crucifax Autumn]

Yep...and thanks once again for organizing all this. You rock, just like all those who offered kind advice and donations.

[Blue]

Still in my prayers, Crux. Hope things are slowly getting a little better for ya.

[TheHumanAlphabet]

Sorry to hear, sad...Prayers for the family.

[Shakadoodoo]

Damn - That's messed up bro! Looks like your keeping your head up though! ....at least I hope so. Your in my prayers for sure!

[olevetonahill]

Havnt Heard from him on over a week . Cant get thru on the Phone . Im Still hoping and praying that all is well .

[btk108]

He's ok....talked to him on FB

[cccasooner2]

Just noticed the stickey.
I'm sorry to hear of your loss. I went through the same thing 16 years ago. She will be with you always no matter the path you take from here. Bless you.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Yeah, Sorry guys. Went through a phase of depression there and then got busy.

And everyone spek Scout for what he and his company are doing to help out with some meals.

[OUthunder]

Crucifax, how can we help you and your kids out? If you are still taking donations post the Paypal. I got a bonus this month and would like to help. Let us know.

Best wishes man!

[olevetonahill]

Crucifax, how can we help you and your kids out? If you are still taking donations post the Paypal. I got a bonus this month and would like to help. Let us know.

Best wishes man!

Here ya go Bro
this goes direct to him
[email protected]

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks for answering that one for me Vet, been having a hard time keeping up with everything.

For the most part the donations went toward Christmas for the kids and paying for cremation expenses and the trip back to Vegas to get our things. Actually, to be more accurate, the money went to pay the inlaw's mortgage since they had to cover some costs right after my wife passed and a large part of the move.

I know most people make mother-in-law jokes, myself included for all my adult life, but I actually ended up with a good one somehow. Don't get me wrong - she's still a pain in the *** mother-in-law like the sitcoms have taught us all, but her and my father-in-law have really come through for me and the kids in this tough time. They've given up their long-earned privacy to have us here and are doing everything they can to make the kids comfortable until I can get into my own place.

Luckily I've had my Father-in-law's band keeping me occupied working on graphics an so on for them. Seems to be paying off since they are pretty much booked for the next few months. It's nice to have something to focus on aside from trying to keep the kids sane and hosting my own private pity party.

If anyone out there likes some good old blues rock in the vein of Stevie Ray Vaughn and ZZ Top, check out Urban Bleu:

www.urbanbleu.webs.com

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100000030132356

The recordings on the site are old, but you can get an idea of the style. They are actually much better now as will be proven when they get their new cd completed, but it's still good stuff.

Maybe I'm just feeling the blues these days, but I really like what they do.

[SCOUT]

Yeah, Sorry guys. Went through a phase of depression there and then got busy.

And everyone spek Scout for what he and his company are doing to help out with some meals.

Not necessary. Check your PM.

[OUthunder]

Here ya go Bro
this goes direct to him
[email protected]

Crucifax, it isn't much but I hope that the $ helps you and your kids in some small way.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Everything helps right now.

[OUthunder]

Everything helps right now.

I've been there man. Lost my mom when I was 11. I remember the day like it was yesterday.

Hang in there and I'll be praying for you and your family.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks so much from me and the kids.

I'm so sorry to hear of your own loss - My teenager will be having the same "yesterday" memory. Luckily my 4 year old may not be able to really pinpoint an "exact moment" in his memory thanks to his age.

[Crucifax Autumn]

I just want to offer another thanks to Scout for the fine gift I received yesterday. We have a nice full freezer thanks to him and Omaha Steaks.

[olevetonahill]

I just want to offer another thanks to Scout for the fine gift I received yesterday. We have a nice full freezer thanks to him and Omaha Steaks.

Fantastic. Good Jorb Scout

[SOONER STEAKER]

CA, I am so sorry for your loss. Sounds like many posters have stepped up to help you out. Prayers sent your way.

[Crucifax Autumn]

The posters here are awesome.

[beer4me]

Thank You for all you done for CA, God Bless.

[OUthunder]

CA, give us an update sometime. Hope all is well and I have been thinking of you and your family.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Still just a day to day thing. Arranged for my son to get into a preschool to get him out some more and give him a chance to socialize and work on his speaking, which he's lazy about sometimes and drops letters from words. Our 15 year old is getting to take her classes in a homebound program for the rest of the year so she has more time to get her shat together since she'll be able to do the scool anytime during the day.

I'm still a total wreck and so is my mother in law. She's pretty much on the brink of a breakdown and it's all we can do to keep her from losing it. The assorted meltdowns and so on make it hard to get much of anything done, but we're trying. She has it doubly bad since she's also dealing with her other daughter with cancer as well as a 3rd daughter who had twins this month after just having another a year ago. That daughter also has custody of 2 of the "cancer daughter"'s 3 kids. Needless to say, there's a ton of pressure and anxiety to go around.

Overall we're doing ok all things considered, but there is still a lot of work to do to find our way back to "normal".

[olevetonahill]

You Know we got yere Back bro
Call if ya need us ;)

[Crucifax Autumn]

Always. I'd be on the phone all the time if this place wasn't so friggin' noisy and crowded all the time.

[beer4me]

Still just a day to day thing. Arranged for my son to get into a preschool to get him out some more and give him a chance to socialize and work on his speaking, which he's lazy about sometimes and drops letters from words. Our 15 year old is getting to take her classes in a homebound program for the rest of the year so she has more time to get her shat together since she'll be able to do the scool anytime during the day.

I'm still a total wreck and so is my mother in law. She's pretty much on the brink of a breakdown and it's all we can do to keep her from losing it. The assorted meltdowns and so on make it hard to get much of anything done, but we're trying. She has it doubly bad since she's also dealing with her other daughter with cancer as well as a 3rd daughter who had twins this month after just having another a year ago. That daughter also has custody of 2 of the "cancer daughter"'s 3 kids. Needless to say, there's a ton of pressure and anxiety to go around.

Overall we're doing ok all things considered, but there is still a lot of work to do to find our way back to "normal".

Thinking and praying for you Cru I know that those words have been used a bazillon times and mean little in the long run but just remember you have a lot of folks out here pulling for you big time bro.

Let me know when you find "normal" caz I myself am not sure what that is.

[salth2o]

Continued prayers for you brother!

Sending a little something your way via paypal.

[stoopified]

Always. I'd be on the phone all the time if this place wasn't so friggin' noisy and crowded all the time.Hang in there brother.The thoughts and prayers of the Moses family are with you.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Continued prayers for you brother!

Sending a little something your way via paypal.

Thanks so much bro. The timing was perfect.

[Phantasm]

Probably that SS survivors benefits should be kicking in soon. That should provide some help, too.

[Crucifax Autumn]

It will. Unfortunately she had a pending disability case and for silly beurocratic reasons it has to clear the system before the survivors benefits can move forward. It will pay retroactively of course, so it's not as big a deal as it could be.

[Phantasm]

It might be beneficial if you get out of the house and find a small job to start on the road to recovery. Get out of the house, become productive and show your kids there is life to be lived.

[Crucifax Autumn]

That's the point I'm at now. Previously I woulda just been fired since I was totally out of it.

[SCOUT]

Each step is a positive step Cru. Don't forget that you have a lot of people praying and supporting you. If you need help, ask.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thnaks my friend. I'm still just trying to come to terms with where this leaves me.

[NormanPride]

Watch out for quick fixes to your mood. Don't fall for alcohol or other stuff as a temporary reprieve from a bad day... I've always found that a walk around the block or a quick jog clears my mind better than anything else.

This unsolicited advice brought to you by some random 28-year-old. :O

[PhiDeltBeers]

Just saw this and it really breaks my heart. Will keep you and yours in my prayers.

[PhiDeltBeers]

After reading through so much of the whining and insulting that can go on in this forum, it's so nice to see everyone come together to put this thing called life in perspective. This thread literally had me tearing up and I've never met CA. I can't begin to come close to understanding your situation CA. There's nothing I can say, but I will use my power of prayer so that God fulfills his plan for you and your family. Spoil those kids with this and God Bless.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Thanks bro. It does put the silliness here in perspective.

[Collier11]

After reading through so much of the whining and insulting that can go on in this forum, it's so nice to see everyone come together to put this thing called life in perspective. This thread literally had me tearing up and I've never met CA. I can't begin to come close to understanding your situation CA. There's nothing I can say, but I will use my power of prayer so that God fulfills his plan for you and your family. Spoil those kids with this and God Bless.

Exactly bro, thats why it infuriates me when people dog on VET, just cus the guy likes to drink beer and live on his hill and give people red spek doesnt make him a bad guy. Vet has personally helped numerous people on this board and his with $ and support. People need to think before ripping someone as a person


Thanks bro. It does put the silliness here in perspective.

Thats why it is important to keep this whole message board thingy in perspective while also realizing it can really help in certain situations

[OUthunder]

Exactly bro, thats why it infuriates me when people dog on VET, just cus the guy likes to drink beer and live on his hill and give people red spek doesnt make him a bad guy. Vet has personally helped numerous people on this board and his with $ and support. People need to think before ripping someone as a person



Thats why it is important to keep this whole message board thingy in perspective while also realizing it can really help in certain situations

Indeed. I don't always agree with Howard 100% of the time, but I know him to be a good and gracious guy.

As far as the posse goes....I don't need a posse, I march to the beat of my own drummer. I just happen to agree with them more than I disagree with them.

[yermom]

i disagree with them often :D

Olevet is a solid dude though.

[Collier11]

but you Love me, hell, youve even been to Vegas with me :D

[yermom]

yeah, i would have liked to have met Cru out there too, but it didn't happen

i didn't have much real free time during and sort of regular hours after that night

[Collier11]

Im goin again in June...you? And of course, I go back to Vegas with the chance to meet Cru again and he is in Utah now. Now I really regret not meeting him

[yermom]

i might be there in June for a bachelor party thing

probably in August for the same thing as last year

[StoopTroup]

Im goin again in June...you? And of course, I go back to Vegas with the chance to meet Cru again and he is in Utah now. Now I really regret not meeting him

Once you read the South Park guys new book "The Book of Mormon" you'll go meet Crux. :D

[Crucifax Autumn]

LOL...I'm part of the non-Mormon contingent here now. For whatever reason everyone I know here is Agnostic, Pagan, Wiccan, or Atheist. I guess that's what happens when you hang with the cool kids and musicians!

And I wish I'd have met you two bastards too! heh.

[Collier11]

i might be there in June for a bachelor party thing

probably in August for the same thing as last year

When in June? Ill be there June 21-24

[StoopTroup]

http://0.tqn.com/d/movies/1/0/J/U/T/thehangoverpic10.jpg

[yermom]

When in June? Ill be there June 21-24

it's all vagary at this point

[Collier11]

try and push for that week :D

[Crucifax Autumn]

http://0.tqn.com/d/movies/1/0/J/U/T/thehangoverpic10.jpg

I see Yermom's growing his hair back out.

[Crucifax Autumn]

Now that this thread has taken a wrong turn I want to take this opportunity to say to stop praying for me in this way. The kids you can still pray for as you have been, but for me just pray for my soul and that I don't pick up any diseases!

[Crucifax Autumn]

it's all vagina at this point

FIFY

[Collier11]

CRU gone wild

[Crucifax Autumn]

Dude...You have no idea! lol

[StoopTroup]

Use a blacklight to find the areas around your computer that need cleaning. :D ;)


Praying for your health.....lol

[PhiDeltBeers]

Hey Cru, just wanted to make sure you got my paypal. Not sure if that email was still good.

[Crucifax Autumn]

I got it, and I appreciate it bro. The Posse has some great people and you are one of them.